Morning Monday

I hope you all had a great weekend :)

Lots of things have happened are going to happen soon so I thought I would share with my favs

Ok...we smoke weed, chronically for prob 5 years on and off.

I quit while I was preg etc, but we never quit quit.

We can hardly afford it but it had become a necessity here.

Things have been rough in the past few weeks and hubby and I need change.

Change can be terrifying or exciting.

I'm both.

Hubby might be getting a job with my dad up north soon. Sent his resume off and were hoping for the best.

My dad is a supervisor up there and he has lotsa friends and pull with alot of people.

He would be making DOUBLE what he makes now.

It would be either 2 weeks on and one week off

or 2 weeks and 2 weeks.

We really haven't been apart from each other that long ever.

But I'm thinking maybe if we don't see each other every single day, we wont want to kill each other in our sleep. haha no joke actually lol

We wouldn't be struggling with money anymore and we could get a new house probably in under a year. A new house bigger newer :)

A fresh start :)

I'm excited and I don't believe in god but I'm praying this works out for the best.

We need change badly.

So today's my first day not smoking, hubby quit last Thursday to get a head start, today is my first day.  I am nervous BUT instead of smoking were all going for a walk everyday this week after he comes home from work so it keeps us busy and not thinking about smoking and it's family time aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand exercise!!!! oh and ya no more munchies.

There are more positive than negatives

it's motivating.

I'm excited to do some yoga then go for walks :))

We will be happier, healthier and skinnier and maybe a bit richer

I'm stoked

not gonna lie

<3

Hubby and I spent a much needed night out on Saturday night. My rents watched BOTH kids lol and we rented a suite for the night. king size bed n jacuzzi tub mmmmm

the hotel room was like an apartment, I have never seen a tub, shower or bathroom that big ever.

We took a cab to west ed mall, wandered around had a nice supper with the cutest waitress ever.

it was nice sitting in the bar with no kids and getting drunk lol

I got a new blue gem for my Munroe, couldn't convince hubby to get another piercing but soon. If he gets that job I'm gonna get another tatty <3

It's sunny today

I didn't binge for the first time last night since i cant even remember.

I weighed this morn too, it's been weeks.

129

still.

But it will get me back on track and focused if i weigh more often now. I've slacked enough!!

Time to get on it :)

Yoga and walks and tea and no binging should equal pounds buh bye.

staying positive!!!!

Today I may go up to the mall just to wander around, id go for a walk but were going later, i shall do some yoga, i miss it and how great it makes me feel

wow this was long haha

KIA- omg your nomination has me glowinnnngggg haha

Cj- boys suck.....i love u still

I can fly n shit i will give u my email in a comment, your art interests me, haha and i so will tell my hubby's there is a death ray waiting!!! hahaah

Stay strong everyone

I'm thinking of you all :)

ill post more later if i have time and or remember lmao

STAY SKINNY

Nikki

<3