apologies

Hello my beautiful dolls

I'm sorry I have been such a stranger danger

I have not been a good girl and have not deserved to blog or be on here so my apologies for failing all of you.

i gained some weight.........fell wayyyy off the stupid wagon and now am feeling the way i deserve to.

but iam buliding my wagon back and taking baby steps to being strong!!!

CJ i have you to thank

ive lost 3.5lbs since my last dreaded weigh so im on my way.

with hubby home for the week it was hardd i just ate, and binged :(

like i can be so strong all day then night comes and i fall apart.

i havent been exercsing like i should either gah

but i went for a walk the other day

restricted well yesterday, gonna do yoga/walk today too

i hope the weight drops fast

i messed up bad

but im on my way back bitches.

i just need support....im not asking for it but it helps.

ill post more later

stay strong

i miss everyone

xoxo

mama niks