Nikki's Notes

I am currently addicted to suicide girls.

I have tattys and piercings, maybe i could be one...hahaha yeah fucking right.

But it would be cool

uhm my weight loss is going so well!!!

I have zero urge to binge.

I think it's the not smoking pot.

I have far more energy but trust me I'm still hurtin' from time to time.

but more energy=more exercise.

I weighed in at 122.0 yesterday.

 down 7 pounds from Monday. no lies. I'm still in shock.

Haven't binged in 6 days, I haven't made a week in years....I'm excited.

Ya quit pot feels good but ill take when offered hahaha

weed=binging=bad=fat

so I rather chose not to smoke.

Nights are the worst n my friend and I smoked during the day so it was all good.

Uhmk hubby had to work today but that's ok, i think I'm meeting him after work and we may go to the mall :)

we went for our walk last night.

thank god for my pink camo gumboots

haha yah that's right

kids section at superstore bahahah

did yoga yesterday too 50 mins of advanced

OHHH ya.

Woke up this morning to a surprise.

Aunt flo

I FUCKING HATE YOU WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING.

WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE!!!?!?!?

FUCK OFF, PLEASE AND THANKS.

yea  to much info ahead but don't  read if u get grossed

woke up with blood on the bed trickling down my leg and all over the floor my legs and hands. good fucking morning. I lost it, almost had an anxiety attack, hubby told me to chill this is normal, yah normal to maybe a NORMAL person....not me...it throws me off track so bad every single time.

BUT

not this time, I'm not ruining my progress cuz of her

i decided I'm not weighing til Monday so i get a surprise but now I'm thinking should i just wait til flo leaves?? omg i don't know but i wont give up this easy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha i took three Midols this morning.....i should but the extra jumbo case load.

I'm already a bitch

Quit smoking so I'm bitchier

and now this.

Clear the way people.

OK lets talk about something else

WEEZY in two weeks

gracey i wish i could bring you!!!!

Then my birthday is May 7th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ive been thinking of birthday ideas here is what i have

1. Money or gift certs for Victorias secret ( I would wear the pink line everyday for the rest of my life)

2. Phones by Dr. Dre, i thought my skull candies were nice until i tried these in a store.

these ones made me cream in my pants a bit. I need them....but there 200 bones. ( love u mommy daddy)

3. New piercing or tatty.

The new piercing i dunno what i should get, i have Munroe i was thinking my lip opposite of it, i had my nose meh, belly button twice, eyebrow, i want something nice but different.

Thoughts?

i think those are top three.

I'm old

fawk

I've run out of rants for now lol

have a good weekend lovers

stay strong

momma Niks